jacqueliney

2009-07-21T03:47:00.003+08:00

I've moved to http://jacqqqqq.livejournal.com
i will be back to blogger someday

This angelic guy of mine

2009-07-20T03:50:00.019+08:00

On this path of road, i was walking all by myself. I can only see a row of adjoining lamp post but there was no sense of light on streets, nobody is located beside me. I got cast away by everyone, and i rambled around, i found no sign of direction. I can't be sure on what i'm doing, what i want and where i'm heading to. I invariably thought i tried my best in everything. As a result, i always don't reflect on what is right and wrong and have never questioned myself on what i really need

Thereafter, i browse through all the memories i could recall, and i found plenty much of your shadows being flashback and this was where i know i certainly need you in all my life

I don't seem to be as strong as i estimate, i'm nearly falling hard and that was when you slot out your hand and pick me up

Then, our two hearts entwined, and my life is now colored well and perfectly. I thank god for granting me this authentic love. Sweetheart, i'll definitely keep you close to me. Love ya

I'm assured that we'll be able to cling together till infinity

Sorry for the lack of update, been out for the past few days and have a number of pictures on hand taken on keith's birthday to publish but, I don't wish to clarify much and flesh out furthermore. In addition, if i were to post it up someday, i guarantee i'll censor your face for sure

Good night world, i will be back

2009-07-14T03:45:00.005+08:00

27 October 2006. Friday,
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
(Let's just skip the second and third part, we wind up the same)

14 February 2009. Saturday,
Henceforth, i vow to be resolutely truthful about you. Have no doubt in me and rest assured, because i'm reliable

Up to this point of time. I remain true-blue. The genuine love shared among and within us is incorrupt. I'm gloating over you my flame. In conclusion, our sparkling fifth. Baby, i love you

At last, i will be bringing up pictures that were taken formerly
Good night vampires

High feather

2009-07-09T19:54:00.007+08:00

I'm in high spirits, i'm walking on air at this brief time period. Now, i need not bid farewell to you anymore. Hello precious, welcome back once again. Forthwith, i ensure to value you highly. Love ya

Infrequently, i tend to shiver because i'm afraid to battle the all-torn-up feeling once more. Though i know it well that you will never deceive me, i'm just typing upon my mind, what my brain tells me. Miss you

Bye pixies
Gosh, i'm so lack of beauty sleep. So depleted of energy, totally worn out. Zzz

Indestructible

2009-07-07T19:32:00.006+08:00

The feelings i have upon you is measureless, I'm devoted to you. I know my decision is accurate, my choice is fixed and my heart is definitely right. I'm sure enough and i will stay put. I want to be the totality of yours. I love you and hope it goes to the same to you

Lotsa love,

Heavy-hearted

2009-07-06T01:00:00.012+08:00

Farewell precious, i'll miss you. Cries
DAMN IT!

Nevertheless, why am i at my lowest now?
Well, here're some pictures taken on my birthday. Good night zombies
Loveyoufish

2009-07-01T23:49:00.001+08:00

Zzz. Fishy is sleeping firmly and snoring away on my bed. I'm getting older each day, i'm turning eighteen -.-

Bye goblins

2009-06-23T04:55:00.002+08:00

Darlink, we're merged together as one,
love you loyally
However, sunrise is a thorough disaster. Indefinitely, we wasted a limited period of time there for two consecutive saturdays. The sun was covered by some foggy clouds. Whatever it is, i suppose we will have to check with the weather forecast before heading over the third time and hopefully, there will be some inverting of the weather then we will be able to succeed this time round.

Lord, I really wish to see the ascent of the sun moving upwards the horizon in the morning. Indeed, i desperately want this mission to accomplish! Alright, i'll be presenting an overflow numbers of pictures before ending my post! Good night dinosaurs

Mummyluv!I guess he doesn't want to take pictures with me :(But he loves taking photos with goofyBlood related, david!

2009-06-20T04:53:00.007+08:00

Have any of you ever encounter or speculate the feelings of, swaying aimlessly in reality? lament madly in the past? or even missing someone terribly very regularly? Well, it's really a misery i swear

Fortunately, god heard me through all the layers apart and bestow me the man that has been lingering on my mind. This superb fish always treats me heavenly even after those heavy storms i've poured him previously. My greatest desire is to purely retain him next to me till hell freezes over

I LOVE MR.FISH AND MR.FISH LOVES ME TOO
Good night voodoos

2009-06-19T05:16:00.004+08:00

I love this woodpecker to the highest degree.

Third to fourth, fourth after third

2009-06-15T04:32:00.021+08:00

I'm typing to let the feelings flow to the one i love

Love means the entire being, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it. So, i'm intensely grateful for having this extraordinary guy by my side. And lord, trillions of thanks for granting me the most amazing man i always yearn for

Invariably, i wish to cling fondly to you evermore. Just the same old retro repeated words, love you unceasingly

Fishy, the following passage above was demanded by you. Yes, i dug some time out to revolve around my brain and this is all i can think of. So how is it? are you satisfied? or even touched? If you are not, i'll definitely punch you when i get to see you tomorrow. Anyway, i replied your comment on the previous post

Good night chip, good night dale-s. I'll be presenting a picture of fish before i hit to sheets. Have a look at him

2009-06-10T03:37:00.033+08:00

Here is aurora australis! The magical southern lights is really incredible. So fish, do you feel like running away and vanish from everyone's sight with me? Enough of dreaming, drop the topic

Baby is cursed by his beauty sleep. As a result, he's sleeping soundly at this moment and in consequence of that, i shall not interrupt him. Zzz
Eugene, i love you unequivocally

At last, tomorrow is approaching! (leaps with joy) David, i'm hereby to wish you luck! Lord, can you hear me? I wish he will be coming home with good news

Please grant me a packet of no nut chocolate chip now but, where can i manage to find one at this hour?

Okay i seriously need to hop to bed now, i'm desperate to go to dreamland to pay antarctica a visit for those fantastic southern lights

Good night robots

2009-06-09T05:34:00.016+08:00

Alright, it's time for me to recap

I guess there's nothing beyond regular for me to contribute, hit to simei for fish, reena and boyer on saturday, met ting and company at pasir ris yesterday, and tamp-ed in the late afternoon with fish for reena and boyer just now. Okay it's as simple as that, because i'm exceedingly lazy to elaborate in details

Without exception, fishy has been singing this continuously, "
One, you like a dream destroyed
Two, don't wanna be with you
Three, girl you're plain like roti prata without flavour
Four, i go find other girls
Five, make them fall in love with me
Whenever i cannot believe my work is done, i cannot start back at one" :(

And also! He told me he will be wearing the *&^%$$#@!'s t-shirt, holding a box of pocky and singing "you're not alone" to me when i get to see him after my beauty sleep later on. (he has the ability to understand what i'm typing)
After all, he claimed that he was just joking -.-

Sometimes, i feel like running away, in order for me to stop racing with humans, to somewhere with a perfect scenery, and hopefully with only both of us

You captivated me in every way. You glow like how the sky does. So just close your eyes and hear the angels cheer, because we are together, we match a perfect pair

Definitely, my hands did not falter when i typed this,
Love you permanently, superman

Finally, it's time for pictures,

Here's the end of entry. Shut at last. Good night owls

2009-06-05T02:18:00.015+08:00

I could foresee, that nothing is broken underneath. Whenever things start to turn wrong, you will be here to shift everything right on track again. The world that is surrounded by black and white, became colorful the moment you step into my life. I believe, you will never deceive me

Once i left you, living with only a range of your shadows linger within, and i could hardly see the footprints of yours, my mind starts to ramble around the forest, i even tried to struggle hard by searching for an exit. I find it tough, very tough, to live without your presence. Yet i did not call you up, afraid you will never answer. Baby, you appeared in my dreams, so i woke up, and come to sense that you're not around any longer, my emotions proceed to the lowest

I lift myself up, months ago, told you every single thought that have been galloping on my mind and stabbing through my veins for so long, because i don't want to wait in vain anymore

Now, i'm living in a gilded place, and everything seems so wonderful, in a vision that is occupied by you

I want you to be the sunlight that keeps me warm, the ultimate warrior that preserves me from tearing terribly

With every sight of my eyes, i become madder about you
And with the knowledge of mine is repeating, i will be more lost without you
So can you imagine, how much i love you?

I'm so mesmerized by you and every part of you. Baby, so bind me tight, because i won't tell you lies

Anyway, i really wish we will be able to maintain this way until the day we have ceased to exist. I love you fish

2009-06-04T00:22:00.033+08:00

Life will be intolerable without you.
Hopefully, david will be able to get his driving license on next wednesday, otherwise all our plans and efforts will eventually drip down the drain. Let's pray hard!

At times, i speculate curiously if this chick really understands my language and the two long wordy essays i've published earlier. Anyway, this particular chick has an utterly distorted fucked up face -.-

Is 14th June approaching soon? (PRAISE!)

Good night lovers
You have filled my heart and captured my soul. I just merely need you alone in my entire life. Love you sweetheart.

Alright, i seriously think it's enough of typing as i've been typing too much for the past few days. My hands are in need of rest and it feels like someone is throbbing on my fingers right now, okay it hurts badly and very uncomfortable. I guess they need time to relief themselves in order to recover. Finally, after all the lengthy posts previously, it's time for some flooding of additional pictures that were taken just now

Okay that is all for pictures. Bye folks

2009-06-03T05:08:00.017+08:00

Well, i've got nothing special to do at this late hour. So i decided to log in to blogger for an update in order to kill time.

Basically, i'll be just glad enough if you're able to comprehend and be thoroughly familiar with what i've shared on my previous post. If you don't, i'll definitely come to grief as i'm just wasting my time typing so much. I guess you must constantly endeavor if you're eager to reach the master stage. Work harder pathetic freak. S-h-i-t you Zzz

Nowadays, there's an excessive number of immoral creatures wandering on streets. Very scary! Humans, please beware of it and avoid them.

Good night mammals, or should i wind it this way and substitute "world" for "mammals" instead? (good night WORLD?) Okay let me think. Oh, forget it, my head is getting heavy. whatever -.-

After all, there're still angels exist around

I'm hopping to bed for dreamland now, hopefully will be able to bump into fish
I-l-o-v-e-y-o-u was formed and added into my mental dictionary ever since the first time i lay my eyes on you.

Farewell

2009-06-01T01:31:00.032+08:00

In life, millions of meanings exist around us and within ourselves. At times, i find it exceedingly hard to understand human. Whatever it is, life is a series of pull backs and forth. Normally, humans are involved in trillions of little acts just to keep going. Perhaps, they always happen to come across themselves getting into a tiff in which mistakes took place at the other party, maybe that's the reason why they always find fault on others, as well as don't get into the habit of standing back and reflect on what is right and wrong. Well, i've no idea either

I guess everything started with the word intelligence. Yes, with no doubt, human race needs all the intelligence they can get their hands on to twist and find reasons for this and that. Some tend to cast out words without thinking and some just lament blindly in the past.

Sometimes i wonder, is the reality we know, a reality imposed to us by nature? Is it possible that human life is just a dream, which we were never really awake? Are we submerged by our feelings, by our ideas of good and bad?

As a result, i presume nobody can perceive the complete meaning of human's thinking. So people, is all the above i've typed logical to all of you?

After typing so much, i start to think carefully, why can't life be easy with no worries instead of being tormented over some unnecessary stuffs? Why are there backstabbers and imitators in life? Why are some people so unreasonable? Well, just the same old retro "i don't know" was found in my mind. Snores -.-

Good night pea brains

At last,
It's so incredible that i've got you in my life and life will be just great enough to have you alone with me. Be it today, tomorrow or even years later. I just simply hope that i can always hold this marvelous guy by my side.

Because deep down, i know the capacity of love that i contain in my heart is far away from description and none out of the world have the ability to figure it out and picture everything in words. Baby, i love you and i can never picture life without you.

2009-05-31T00:39:00.027+08:00

There are no words that i can speak, no song that i can sing, and no gesture that i can show, to prove my love for you, for the love i have for you is something beyond definition.

I don't know how can i describe the sheer joy, i feel with the thought of you. How simply by hearing your voice causes my heart to beat faster, my pulse to race and my smile to widen. How can just one person give me so much hope for a future i have always dreamt of? You have opened my heart and awakened my soul. That is how i know that our love is everlasting. Well, thanks for all the happiness you bestow upon me.

If i were to encounter the absence of you someday, i'm sure i would crumble to dust. Love you deeply.

Here's an additional picture of Mr Old Fish, a guy who makes me feel on top of the world.

Anyway, I'm sorry. I'd removed all the links. However, it doesn't mean i'll forget anyone of you. Don't worry darlings, i've got all your links copied in a folder inside my lappy. Perhaps someday, i'll link all back. ♥

Alright, it's getting late. I really need to hop to bed now.
Good night livings.

2009-05-29T04:30:00.023+08:00

Yes nuts, a maximum dislike for D. Get lost for god's sake!
Whatever it is. zzz

Good night nature.
Those who are still functioning at this hour, rest early.

2009-05-26T23:27:00.004+08:00

Everyone has the right to say or comment on what they wanto but too sad it doesn't affect me at all cause nothing or no one can stop me from loving my girlfriend! Thanks for compliment and 'haha' for bad remarks.

Sugar, everytime i feel like i'm in heaven when you hold me in your arms and tell me that you loved me. It really makes my heart melts. Hold on to me and never let me go alright?

I love you with my full commitment and i'll prove it to you!

Intruded by MisterFish :p

2009-05-25T04:04:00.027+08:00

Have you guys ever perceive the meanings of life? Well, i don't.

In life, i had once dreamed of a utopia, a place or state where i'm happy with absolutely no worries. At times i really wonder, why humans need to work and strike so hard just to earn money when everyone dies at the end of the day.

I'm just plain bored anyway.

Fishy, i'm constantly aware that everything you say or do is for my own good. I'm sorry for my fair conduct just now, i know i created a sign that makes you feel like i'm fed up at that point of time. I don't mean to speak in an unpleasant manner, hope you understand.

I think i'm done with my post. Bye folks.

Sweetheart, you play the most important role in my life.
Love always,

FISH!

2009-05-24T02:03:00.001+08:00

I love you ultimately.

2009-05-22T02:01:00.028+08:00

Damn it, i fucking don't understand. Why can't things just fucking go the way it is? This is fucking driving me nuts. I fucking had enough! Fucking get it?

Yes, i'm fucking talking about you. So, can you please kindly cease everything once and for all?
I apologize for the repeated "fucking" to the remaining humans.

For your information, I'm very unhappy at this very moment ):
Good night world.

-.-

2009-05-21T22:14:00.017+08:00

Fishy surprised me by appearing infront of me last night! Didn't expect him to pop out into my sight out of a sudden. Love him so much!

Will probably be heading to katong tomorrow.
Bye folks, will update again soon.

I'm going to finish up my lor mee now!

Dear partner,

2009-05-19T05:11:00.031+08:00

Out of a sudden, i miss you so much. I don't know why and have no idea either. I'm just hoping that you'll appear at my doorstep and ringing my phone telling me you're outside right now. I know it well that it's over my dead body. You're sleeping soundly at home at this very moment, forget it.

So, i shall see you later on after my beauty sleep.

From the bottom of my heart, i love you dearly. Still, to say this a million times is not enough to express how much i feel about you.

I must really hop to bed now, it's getting late. Good night world.
Rock band tomorrow~

2009-05-17T05:42:00.016+08:00

Here's a picture of us 2years ago.(the first picture) Alright, i know it's funny, very funny. Well, go ahead and laugh, laugh all you want. Whatever it is, i'm going to tuck myself into bed now. Bye folks, good night.

This love of mine is beautiful and perfect.

2009-05-14T01:21:00.023+08:00

According to the calendar, today will be another day for us to mark our months together.

I know it well that growing old together is definitely more difficult than one can imagine. There can be many slight differences that may erupt into huge disparity over the years but based on the reliability of myself, i believe nothing can drag us further, am i right, baby?

Our relationship is a love that is strong, enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you become a part of my life, I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. To lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms, to wake to your lovely smile and lastly to share in your joys and sorrows.

I had found someone i can really rely on. It's pretty true that i can never be on my own. I always believe that with you around, life's gonna be so beautiful. And yes, you'll have all my heart no matter how far from me you are, so prove it to me that i'm right that i'm sure you're the right one.

Loving you, Dearest Fish.

2009-05-12T04:32:00.017+08:00

I look weird here and please ignore MisterFish's hand. He's trying to be funny. Oh whatever~

Hi, i just woke up from my beauty sleep. Yay, i'm heading to bugis for steamboat again this friday. Yes yes, i'm still struggling and thinking hard of what to continue on this particular post. Argh, I'm bored, extremely bored!

I'm glad of life because it gives me the chance to learn, to play and to experience love. Well, I think every human being should enjoy the times they're having now, because everyone will eventually die someday. As a result, don't be greedy humans. To live once is more than enough. Frankly speaking, i don't really believe in reincarnation. Therefore, live your life with no regret because when it's time, we'll be left with no choice but to give way to the next approaching ones.

I rather live once together with the person i love instead of living twice or even thrice without the one i'm loving, beside me.

Sweetheart, I carry a smile without fail everyday because i've got you with me. I love you more than you know.

My eyes is closing again. So, i'm going to tuck myself into bed now.
Bye folks, good night.

2009-05-09T22:28:00.003+08:00

Fish, The special one in heart.
I'm fortunate to have you in my life.
Yes yes, i'm going to bathe now. Bye folks.

2009-05-05T03:26:00.004+08:00

Surprised?

Pardon me for not asking your permission. I had too much to say so i decided to post a bowl of dessert for you.

As i was trying to sleep just now, i thought of you. Just then a droplet of tear dripped down my face. I'm not sad, instead i was very happy and it made me lose my sleep.Wanting to know what can make me lose my sleep? And the reason is YOU!

You're the one i know i wanto be with, the last girl that i'd love and the girl i wanto marry. You brought happiness into my life and took loneliness away from me. I don't wanto be greedy but even spending all my time with you isn't enough.

I promise not to do anything to let you down. And i vowed to make you the most blissful woman on earth. I'll like to tell the world, you're my girl and i'm your man. Sugar, i love you and i really do!

With love, MisterFish :]

Good night fish.

2009-05-04T05:46:00.006+08:00

Cbox's tags replied. click, comments.

2009-05-03T05:10:00.009+08:00

Nothing much, had steamboat with girlfriends that day. Simpang for dinner the last two days. I'm staying home later. MrFish is coming! Goodbye folks.

Love you baby!

2009-04-29T22:01:00.008+08:00

Will probably be heading to bugis for steamboat with ting, reena, kitty and von tomorrow, Simpang for dinner on friday. Shall update again soon. Goodbye folks.

2009-04-28T01:20:00.003+08:00

And yes, MrFish is blogging for the very first time.

Sweetheart, you're just like an iron chef who spice up my life totally. You made all my dreams come true and i want this to continue even after my last breath. With the love you shower, i'm sure that i'm the happiest man on universe regardless of what.

Like you, sometimes i would also get afraid and paranoid that you might leave me. I seriously can't imagine my life without you. So, rest assure that i'll never leave you even if your teeth starts to drop off. We'll be there for each other, going through thick and thin together and making people envious of us.

You're the most amazing girl i've ever met. Even if there's someone nicer or prettier out there, i'll still wanto be with you. I'll stick with you like super glue and never let you go. Just the usual words; Baby, i love you with all my heart and soul.

2009-04-27T03:50:00.018+08:00

I wind my way over words and phrases until i’ve expressed a complete thought, and that's what i got below in result.

He's someone,
Who is always ready to pick me at my lowest, never ever get sick and tired of me, tolerate my nonsense, never yell at me when he's angry, never fail to answer my call and most importantly, never even think of having another affair.

However, having so many inside jokes and remembering everyone of them, busting out laughing for no reason sometimes. That's what love is, being together having fun and not worrying about what others think, and yes, i'm enjoying the time of my life and never wanting it to end.

It's true that i'll get a little bit of afraid to lose you someday and left with only your name lingers around, imagining someone could please you more than me, i guess its my insecurities acting up because i know, i'm not the most beautiful, fun, wonderful or even the most exciting girl you’ll ever meet, but i do know that no matter how long and hard you search, you will never find someone who loves you like the way i do.

I will love you no matter what life brings us. You are my soulmate, and i vow to love you all eternity.

Time really flies and i've known you for 2 and a half years already.
This post is specially for you.
(I'm sorry if i'd used an excessive number of words.)

2009-04-25T01:45:00.021+08:00

Nothing much, 85 for dinner with MrFish, david, wenyong, teckyong and kenneth just now.
Will update again soon. Good night world.

OH, KINDA MISS NO NUT CHOCOLATE CHIP!
And i'll be heading to simpang for dinner tomorrow!

I come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly. I'm certainly true and deep down, I know i love you so.

2009-04-21T03:14:00.024+08:00

MrFish surprised me with a super big dale just now! He even asked wenyong to play along with him. At that very moment, i was shocked to hear her name being said out of his mouth. My mind then starts to turn it's direction to an angle with question mark on it, therefore it didn't really command me on how to react. Everything went back to normal immediately after i saw what he'd bought for me. Whatever it is, thanks for the dale!

Alright, i'm going to continue with my television show now. Farewell.
Good night human being.

Baby, my heart is ever at your service.

I'm ending my post with,

2009-04-20T02:53:00.015+08:00

Good night human being. Sleep tight fish.
Down to bugis with Fish, rayner &co. Nothing special.

Love is never wanting to lose faith, to give up, and never truly moving on. Knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.
Sweetheart, Your love is a gift. I guess we'd got through the test of time, being back together as one after 2 years ain't easy.

Webcam-ed with kitty just now. Seriously, we're just making a fool of ourselves.

2009-04-19T05:03:00.007+08:00

Kitty, Happy belated birthday!
I couldn't come up with any other word beside, Fuck it and i'm sorry for the 4 letters. Argh! @)&%^&*(@#!

Nothing much, stayed home the whole of today. Out with MrFish, feidi &co yesterday. Alright, i'm lazy to type further. I've got to get up by 1 in the afternoon tomorrow. So it's time for me to tuck myself into bed.

Good night fish. Good night human being.
I have no other words to describe the way i feel for you. No words, no actions could even come close.

2009-04-14T23:54:00.030+08:00

Today marks our 2nd month, back together.
Our anniversary is a time to look back at the good times and a time to look ahead to live our dreams together. On this, we may not have wealth, but we do have each other and that is worth more than anything in the world.

God gave me the most wonderful man on earth.

Sweetheart,
A simple I love you means everything.

Town-ed with MrFish in the afternoon and tampines at night. Didn't managed to catch a movie. How sad!

As usual, i'm stoning and seriously, i've no idea what to do. Oh! I miss simpang's grilled pepper chicken. Am craving for it! I want to go there for dinner again. Yay! No nut chocolate chip is inside my room. Alright Jacq, can you please stop thinking about food? Just a reminder, Your tummy is getting bigger. Well done.

Precious, Thanks for the dale.
I feel like i'm the happiest woman on earth. Good night world.

I want to grow old with eugene.

2009-04-13T04:09:00.033+08:00

Greetings! I got my fringe cut and i realise that i looks like an idiot now. Don't laugh at me please. Sigh!

Mr fish surprised me with a packet of no nut chocolate chip just now! Down to tampines in the afternoon. Met Fishy, kitty&co. Had our lunch, loitered around tampines mall and headed to Changi general hospital later on, met lam and hit to katong for dinner. Parkway parade after that, nothing much. Home sweet home at last.

Will probably be heading to town again on tuesday and wednesday.

Out of a sudden, I..
miss grilled pepper chicken,
miss grilled chicken,
miss nasi lemak,
miss chicken rice,
miss garlic pizza bread
& LASTLY, I MISS NO NUT CHOCOLATE CHIP THE MOST!

Gene gene is asleep now and i'm stoning like ^%$#@*(%$!.
I'll definitely miss those nights with you! Never mind that, friday is approaching!

Baby, I love each and every moment I share with you.
Good night world.

2009-04-12T03:03:00.002+08:00

Will update soon world! Goodbye.

2009-04-06T07:02:00.004+08:00

Hello world!

MisterFish bought me a packet of no nut chocolate chip previously! Been eating so much recently and yes, my tummy is getting bigger! Well done, jacqueline.

Simpang for dinner with Grandpa Fish, david and kenneth just now. Grilled pepper chicken was great!

Here is my heart which beats only for you,
I love you sweetheart.

2009-04-03T02:27:00.005+08:00

Yay! I'm heading to town with Mr Fish tomorrow!

Baby, i know it's true love because no matter how far the distance is, you can still make me smile. I love you.

Your warm embrace, ♥

Please take note! My boyfriend stays at buangkok green(institute of mental health). Opps.

2009-04-01T06:14:00.012+08:00

Hi. I know the both of us look like an idiot here. Whatever it is, I'm sorry for the lack of update.

Sweetheart, Big thanks for your dessert and i'm so in love with your handwriting. I love you and i truly do. I promise things definitely won't turn out like how it was 2/3 years ago anymore. Yes! I'm sure, i'm very very sure that you're the one i want to spend my lifetime with.

MisterFish is so greedy. He got his elmo balloon previously and now, he wants a cookie monster ballon, a tiny pony soft toy and a packet of macadamia with chocolate chip!

Webcam-ed with that old man just now! At the same time, i'm on the phone with him

Will probably be heading to town on friday and simpang bedok for grilled pepper chicken on saturday!

Alright,
I'm waiting for Mr Fish right now, he's on his way here!
I think it's time for me to shut up. Goodbye.

2009-03-25T03:42:00.004+08:00

Baby, you seriously think too much yesterday. Trust me! I love you. I really really do.
Good night world.

2009-03-22T00:11:00.040+08:00

Mr Fish bought me a packet of no nut chocolate chip! I think he just merely want me to grow fatter so he can laugh and make fun of me. Nice one! fats will definately be coming out if i carry on like this. Jacqueline, It'll be great if you can stop eating nonstop. Please control yourself.

Take note Fishy,
I'm absolutely sure we'll remain together as one for a lifetime if you're confident that your love for me won't fade away.
♥

2009-03-20T05:34:00.006+08:00

Good night world. Good night mr fish. I'm off to bed. Goodbye.

Good night eugene.

2009-03-16T03:58:00.021+08:00

MRFISH will be working at compass tomorrow. Means it's near my place! Oh whatever, I'm so damn %$#%@%^! bored.

Didn't managed to catch a movie previously.
Never mind. Tuesday is coming very soon!

I'm getting tired, Good night world.

2009-03-14T04:47:00.005+08:00

We've been back together for a month.

I'm back home from supper. Nothing much, Mr Fish stayed over at my place for the past two days.

Marina square tomorrow! And movie at night maybe?

You surround me with those little little love we share, each and everyday.
You enabled me to understand, what is this all about.
I'm living my life, with you beside me.
Those laughter and joy i'm having, is nothing on this earth can ever replace
The moments we're together, will always remain.
So Baby, tell me now, how can i carry on without you.

You're,
Someone who is so special,
Someone who is so different from others.
I'll always remember because I know i won't be able to forget you.

Good night
Sweetheart, I'm madly in love with you.

2009-03-11T22:07:00.006+08:00

Hello! I'm back from dinner with Rayner. I'm going to bathe soon and i'll be meeting Mr Fish later on. Shall update again soon. Goodbye!

2009-03-08T02:40:00.032+08:00

Oh well, ignore his face.

Went simpang bedok yesterday and the grilled pepper chicken i had was fabulous!

Anyway,
The plan of heading to town changed.

Down to bugis with Mr Fish and friends, louis and vincent if i'm not wrong. Had our lunch, shopped around but i didn't manage to get any bag. How sad! Head to tampines later on, met zijie &co and hit to safra. Laze around and i took a bus home after that.

Will probably be staying home tomorrow.

I'm freaking bored right now!
Seriously have no idea what to do.

I realise i've been updating my blog so frequently nowadays.
Good night

You filled my life with beautiful colours
Loving you, eugene

2009-03-06T04:04:00.009+08:00

Opps, I know i look like an idiot here. Mr Fish is the one who asked me to carry this bag and he took a picture of it.
I'll be heading to town on saturday. Good night

2009-03-05T03:02:00.008+08:00

Oh whatever~ I'm stoning like #$%$$#@&^$! Seriously, i've got nothing to do right now.
No nut chocolate chip, i miss you but I can only get to see you again next month. How sad!

2009-03-02T02:55:00.014+08:00

Sometimes i tend to ask myself, what i really want from life, what's the reason that keeps my heart beating. It actually took me a few months to figure it out and get all my questions solved. I'm pretty sure that all i want from life is you. You're the reason why my heart beats for. I'm aware of how negative our relationship ended up previously and i know it's all because of me. I know i'll never understand how sad and down you can be at that time, I'm Sorry

October 2006 was the beginning. I didn't forget that golden hair of yours, the first time you texted me, the day when we're together and the day i left you for my ex-boyfriend

March 2007, We patched and it actually turned out well for the first 3 months. However, I personally spoil everything again because of the same guy for the second time

October 2007, We got back together but this time round, i don't have any idea why we got separated for the third time. Maybe it's because i ignored your message? I don't know

February 2009, Finally, we're back together again and i'm currently enjoying my life with you around. Yes, I hope we'll last longer than a lifetime.

Baby, The amount of feelings increasing each day had arrived to a stage that i can neither express nor describe in words how much i love you

I'm sorry for the long and wordy post :)
I'm done and probably will be turning in after publishing this post

Good night

2009-03-01T04:49:00.018+08:00

He's my lovely Mr Fish! I just can't stop laughing at this particular picture! EugeneLau! Please don't show others my pictures in return okay? See you tomorrow! I'm off to bed, Good night

2009-02-28T04:03:00.017+08:00

Met Mr Fish at sengkang this afternoon, over to bugis, town and simei later on. Slacked and cabbed home. Like finally, i met Reena!

Will be meeting dearest at tampines tomorrow,
Probably will be heading to Parkway parade after that
Yay! Dim sum tomorrow!

I'm turning in now, Good night!

Sweetheart, Please don't forget even if i'd repeated it for billion times, i love you

Ps: Alright, I gonna make this clear. (For those who want to ask me whether i'm still together with siuming) My answer is no, i'm tired of answering all kind of questions regarding to him. I'd make myself clear enough, i don't feel for him & I don't think there is a need for me to answer "why i don't love him?"

Anyway, i don't care if others address me as a slut. I'm sure i've the right to choose who i want to be with. Whatever it is, I'm big enough to think for myself and i don't think this involves anyone of you, Am i right? So please, mind your own business. Thanks

2009-02-24T02:48:00.016+08:00

Oh? My dad says Mr Fish is handsome!

(I think he didn't notice his leg)

Down to tampines in the afternoon, met dearest, laze around and bus-ed to his uncle's funeral. Nothing much. Dad came and drove me home after that.

Talked to Mr Fish just now and he's asleep already.
Alright, i'm like still waiting for my hair to dry.

Please get me that i can never endure feelings of losing you, I Love You Black Pepper Chicken Rice!

Good night

2009-02-22T03:10:00.000+08:00

I love him like &%$#@!#$%!

2009-02-19T02:16:00.002+08:00

Just hang up the phone with Mr Fish and i think i'm going to bed very soon! Good night everyone!

2009-02-17T02:39:00.007+08:00

Hi everyone!

Woke up at 2 plus in the afternoon, waited for Dearest to reach. Met him and headed to pasir ris for jermaine, vivie, rayner and his gf. Laze around. Over to tampines aftermath, Met wenyong and co. Basketball awhile and home sweet home.

Your exams is coming in 2 weeks time. Study hard please, I still wanna see you everyday. I really enjoyed those moments with you.

This was one of the message he sent just now. "Every relationship, there are happy moments and hurtful moments. So loving you is worth all these hurts."

Dear, i'm sorry for those heartbreak years ago, i promise things won't turn out like how it was previously anymore. Because i'm sure that you'll be the one, i wanna spend my lifetime with. I want to grow old with you. Trust me this time.

I'm thinking of you every now and then
And yes, I'm made for you, & only you.

I love you Eugene.

2009-02-15T03:59:00.004+08:00

I spent my valentine's happily with you. I'm glad that we're back together again. E.♥

2009-02-13T00:14:00.011+08:00

Hi! I'm back home. Simei just now. Met Eugene and Wenyong. Nothing special.

Will be meeting Eugene and Kitty at pasir ris inter before going to Boyster's chalet tomorrow.
Town on Valentine's Day!

I think i'm going for supper now as i'm really starving!

Anyway,
I feel uneasy right now, i don't know why too. I've got a feeling of losing you someday and i'm afraid. Something on my mind tells me that i somehow cannot carry on without your love. Being with you brings back those memories we had 2 years ago. I still remember how loving we can be and how much you said you love me. I want to let you know that i miss those love we shared. I really hope we can get back together like how it used to. I promise i won't do anything to hurt you this time. (E)

With love,

Alright, I think it's time for me to shut up
Bye!

2009-02-12T03:55:00.007+08:00

I apologize for everything i'd done, I'm sorry that i'd to make this decision to hurt you, to end this relationship. Anyway, life goes on, continue without me. Lastly, I'm hereby to wish you good luck and take care

I'm back home from buangkok. Nothing much, Tamp in the afternoon, met Eugene and company. Laze around and home sweet home.

Alright, i think it's time for me to tuck myself into bed

Movie please, anyone?

Good night!
I really wish you know how i feel about you,
Trust me this time

2009-02-04T02:57:00.005+08:00

Hello ! Jacq have not been updating for so damm long , so i this kind soul , shall help her update . Hohoho (: Jacq , you seriously suck eh . So long never blog , roar . But im already here to help you update . You are not that fat okay & you veh pretty luh , laughs . This sentence , i meant it from the bottom of my heart okay , you better dont complain anymore please . (: Such a long post , i feel so honoured man . I think i shall end here , or not she will scold me like dont know what already . LOL :D good nights ,

Your beloved grandson ,
Rayner (:

2009-01-02T01:39:00.007+08:00

Hi, I just woke up. Previously, i had my haircut.

Nigel called the night before asked, whether to join them for countdown.

So we,
Met yusen at sengkang, had our lunch & head to vivo, met nigel and all. Shopped, had our dinner. Later on, trained to cityhall (last minute decision to marina for countdown) After the fireworks, head to the mrt station, met wenyong (he's drunk) and hit to pasir ris. Was damn tired alr but still, we managed to kept the promise ming made (he promised yusen to accompany him to pasir ris before we can go home)

Alright, separated with yusen and head over to ehub. Settle down for a few minutes as wenyong's suffering from really bad headache. Laze around, had a puff and cabbed home.

Rayner, I'm sorry, marina was really a last minute decision. I know you're not that petty, right?

Opps, keith's shirt

Good night everyone